i did not vanish...

I have had no Internet access is the only explanation i can give. But now I'm back. You don't know what you miss until its gone really is the truth of things isn't it? I swear having no Internet has been like trying to get over an extreme drug addiction. Well I however am glad the the insanity from boredom is now subsiding a bit since i now have Internet again...pathetic i know.

Well...where to start. Christmas wasn't so much of a bust as i thought it would be. Breanna made out like a bandit thanks to family members. She got a little kitchen set and fake play food to go along with it. Mark and i got her a tea set. Both are such a hit and its amazing me that she is still playing with them a month later. She is getting so big on me. She is my little artist. She loves coloring and making hings out of play dough. Pictures of these creations will soon come i promise. She is still my little movie buff, which these days i want to try and get her out of so when i sit down and try to teach her things her attention isn't else where. Oh and her new favorite food is peanuts and or cashews. When she eats them she is in watchful eyes mind you. Her hyperactivity is through the roof..but hey its OK.

As for Mark and I..we are doing alright. Things are still crappy money wise and we still have no car. But somehow we are doing OK. I guess that is more than i can say for some people. We are just letting it go as it comes and deal to try and make things better instead of taking it out on us in an unneeded fight. We are also expecting our second baby. Yea i know i mentioned this last month and also though i miscarried. I find out how far along i am in due time. I have been to the doctor and they seem to think either i am only 6 weeks. Or i am in fact 11 weeks and last month's bleeding just happened as it sometimes does in some cases. They will do an ultrasound here soon to confirm...hopefully they do on Friday when i go to my OB appointment. I am so excited for another baby i could burst. I cant wait for Breanna to be a big sister. I know she will be a great help. Others say she will just be jealous but i honestly think she wont be. Breanna loves to be around other kids and around babies, not to mention she is good with them at her age. If anyone is going to be jealous its going to be Phoenix our cat...hardy har har har.

anyways i think that concludes my post for now...there has been alot to happen but i just cant think right now with my kid pulling at my arm and hearing Horton on TV speak in gibberish.
later folks.